Dilemma

Never known job seeking could be this tiring and confusing, until you're involved in it
Whatever I answered during interviews, it'd always linger in my mind
Which eventually make me an insomniac

"Why did I answer that?"
"Why did I give such immature answers?"
"I shouldn't have mentioned"
"I should have said ..."
"Why why why?"

Ugh
It could be frustrating if it doesn't go how you plan
But all in all, it comes back to basic in Islamic teaching
Allah will decide everything
There shouldn't be "I should have.."

It's already written of what you'd say, what you'd do
He knows what's best for us
We might want something really really bad
We might have planned everything really really well
But He's the best planner
He knows best
Things that we like and really really want, it might not be good for us

"Ada rezeki, ada lah. Nak risau apa. Yang penting dah cuba habis baik"

Please give me the strength to accept whatever You have fated on me
I know You know best
I leave everything to You oh Allah
Please show me what's best for my future, Dunia Akhirat
Amin...

Kata-kata di atas semuanya untuk menyedapkan hati sendiri
Tidak berniat ingin menasihati sesiapa
This is just a form of self-comforting
But if it helps and comforts those who read, all thanks to Allah..